i love a good disaster

i am so insanely missing him, it's unreal. this is much worse than before. it's not that it's necessarily bad, because it's not. it's just sad. bad, sad, mad, glad.

other cities always make me sad, other cities always make me mad, no other city can make me glad except new yooooooooooork, i love new yooooooooooooooooork.

random madonna lyric and her penchant for rhyming like a see jane run book.

anyway, back to ME before that madonna lyric so rudely interrupted. so. where were we? well, stephen is now my boyfriend. i pretty much wanted to be committed since about 2 months after getting to know him and then random other things got in the way, for us both. turns out he liked me too in that way though. not that we didn't already sort of know this. we thought it would just be stringless sex. then falling for each other just sorta happened.

but now he's there and i'm here and it sucks to not be able to have him run over to my place tonight and watch a movie with me or have us go for a coffee or something. at least he's MUCH closer now. will only be a 1.5 hour flight instead of SIX. thank god.